AGAIN!

OK this is so not cool, OK so my mom is going into labor a moth and a half early. She left at 4 on wednesday and she is still there :( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok so i'm the oldest witch means i have to wait until the kids are in bed before i can start freaking out again... but that is also a good thing to have becasue no matter what it's not good to freak out but its not easy!

So anyway i'm sitting here wondering why why why and agian again again lord HELP! so yeah that is my little blurb about what is going on in my life right now.
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I love music right now and am hating some of the books I'm reading.. I like to read OK so that might make me a nerd but who cares. Anyway I started this book
that was a diary of some girl and i started thinking.. why do so many people expect a girl to write in a diary? I mean when life is crashing in around you who
has the time to write about it? I have tried to keep a diary before and after about oh 2 days it gets lost or even better stolen for coloring paper!
But then that kinda thing would happen when your a big sister after all. I just don't get it. so I asked my mom about it and she said.. girls keeping diary's
have been going on for a really long time! it used to be part of school to write about your day and then the teacher would check your grammar. So there you go diary's have
been around for a long time. thanks to mom for the answer to my Question. But that didn't mean that i could finnish the stupid book lol.

Music right now is still random but I've been finding songs that I want to just play and play all day and have no other song on. one of these songs is love
song by Taylor swift, This song is about a girl falling in love and the guy asks her father for her hand a good happy song :)! the other song is by Carrie
Underwood, "this is just a dream" this one is a lot sad but i still like it. The song is about a girl that is going to get married a army man but he dies so it gos
from wedding to funeral. I know i Can be depressing but oh well.

well I started of complaining about a book I didn't like so i should talk about a few books that i really liked. First i must warn that i have been reading a lot
lately witch might be why i am in the mood to write :). Ok so 2 really good books frist sinner by ted dekker is really good you want to know more about it read it!
the second is Artemis fowl and that one was so good I read it really fast and now i want the next one!!! but oh well I got to wait.

I guess that is about all i got to type about right now so i'll go,
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SEPTEMBER!!!

oh wow it's september, it's almost winter again and i'm not sure what i think about that. this is my senior year of school, in Dec my mom his having another baby and we still are trying to move but the more time that passes the more i think it is not something that will happen any time soon.

right now I'm enjoying the school year but when you only have one class how can you be stressed? I'm reading books like crazy and some are better then others but the best I finnished on monday sinner by ted dekker oh man it was a GREAT book!!!!

my Dad had a root canal done this month and it was really bad he needed it done so bad that instead of it takeing the mornal 4 months of a little work her and there he had it all done in one day and then it got infected and he was home for a week after that recovering...

now my house is a homeschooling house, we have 3 grade levels that my mom has to teach the youngest 2 are not old enough to worry about yet, but 3 grades is had to figure out secduels for and with my dad home for a week it was really hard to get much done when it came to school work... it was not the easyest for the kids to be quiet either but that is a whole diff story.

hanging out side is one of the best things for my sibs right now, we have bikes for everyone so they love going out side rideing and playing,

so right now life is good, i got school, books, computer,friends, and watching little sibs learn how to ride bikes. for now it's all good.

New Chances.

this summer went by really fast. I start network on Monday so the summer is really mostly over .. Summer went to fast, I built the bedroom that was going to be my sisters and now it is mine. I got to talk some of my friends face to face.. Being home schooled and not doing a lot of extra stuff that is like a big blessing to see people in the summer time. Oh and I love my computer my friends live in it. Got to hang with the neighborhood and got to know them all better. All in all it was a randomly surprising summer .

Wow this year is going to be crazy. It's my senior year this year and I'm doing things a bit different this year. I'm taking Speech at the network, My mom is thinking about having me do drama, and who knows what else will come up.

I'm already tired of Questions about College and not many people have asked me anything about it yet... But this Q makes me mad only because I don't really know the answer myself...

My mom is having the baby in Dec and we still don't know if it's a boy or girl or not. But the Doc thinks she might have gestational diabetes so she has some testing that needs to be done to find out about that.. She really don't like pricking her fingers. But other then that mom is doing good.

Little people are crazy, all but Mark the 2 year old. He is my angel that knows how to make you smile while your feeling down.
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Music

Have you ever noticed that when just the right song is on it helps your mood?
This is something I have noticed when I'm have a hard time..
When I'm depressed I don't listen to happy music I listen to harder more sad music..
So that beggs a Question if I tried to listen to happier music more often could it help my attitude.
The answer for me is most likely a yes.

But I have to be willing to make that choice and so far I'm not so good at the choosing.
Rock is so working for me right now and I don't know if I want to listen to something different but then that could be my heart saying that I don't really want to change what is going on in my life right now.

Change is always hard for me and i can never control it but music is something i can control so I have to realize that even if I don't want to admit it I still have the same probs I did when i was 11.

I still want control and have a hard time Giving it over to God.
I still want what I want even if my mom don't agree.

will i ever grow up or am I going to be stuck in 6 year old probs for ever?
Ok well this was just a random type and hope it makes for since then i think it do
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Random SUMMER!

OK so I have not been on here in what feels like forever so I'm going to share what has been going on this summer so far.

First I went to camp and it was really really really cool!!! I made a few friends and we had a girl get a frog put on her head >:) he he he he he yeah we were that mean.

I got home and started helping my mom with yard work and I got poison Ivy all over my face :( NOT COOL!! it went from my face to my wrists to legs and not I'm going to so have scares from scratching.. My doc also said i have to go in and find out if I'm allergic to anything as soon and the medds are out of my system :(I"m not looking forward to that.

But the best best best thing that happened this summer... I got to help turn our porch into a bed room. I got to help with every part of the project and i painted the out side and inside and trim and yeah I love projects :):) Oh and the room was going to be for my lil sisters but now it is for me :) yeah i'm happy!!!!!! my mom and dad are so kind :).

well that is it for my summer so far but trust me it's be a good one this year
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Random project....

OK so my mom and dad are great!! For my birthday they were kind enough say we were going to turn our closed in porch into a bed room for my little sisters. The project was supposed to be done in less then a week...

Well so plans don't always go according to plan. it was supposed to be 3 days and has turned in to a few more then that. my mom added putting in new counter in the kitchen and we realized that the girls can't have the new room. So I'm now getting the cool room we have been working so hard on :) I'm happy about it after all this means I get to keep my own room even after the baby is born. The counter was not as much of a pain and the porch but it was still a challenge..

My mom says I should get tools next year for my birthday :) I agree with that.. So far on this project I have helped with jacking up the house, fixing a hole in the floor, building walls, drywall, mud, texturing the ceiling with mud, interior paint and exterior paint, trim and a light..

I'm tired!
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