Music

Have you ever noticed that when just the right song is on it helps your mood?
This is something I have noticed when I'm have a hard time..
When I'm depressed I don't listen to happy music I listen to harder more sad music..
So that beggs a Question if I tried to listen to happier music more often could it help my attitude.
The answer for me is most likely a yes.

But I have to be willing to make that choice and so far I'm not so good at the choosing.
Rock is so working for me right now and I don't know if I want to listen to something different but then that could be my heart saying that I don't really want to change what is going on in my life right now.

Change is always hard for me and i can never control it but music is something i can control so I have to realize that even if I don't want to admit it I still have the same probs I did when i was 11.

I still want control and have a hard time Giving it over to God.
I still want what I want even if my mom don't agree.

will i ever grow up or am I going to be stuck in 6 year old probs for ever?
Ok well this was just a random type and hope it makes for since then i think it do
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