OK I hate this day,
I will hate it till I die.

a day for memory's,
a day to cry.

Why did he have to go?
why did his life have to end.

my mothers brother,
dear to our hearts.

But a bad choice,
brag us all pain.

he said he wouldn't ever again,
we went back on his word.

he drank the poison like he had many times before,
But this time it would take is life, take him from the wife
he adored.

He was sad for his daughter that he had lost.
we wanted to drink and not feel the loss.

he didn't go home sober,
he agrued with is love.

now 8 years later...
I'm left remebering that he has died on this special day for memory's.
He was in pain. He drank a beer. now I'll never see him.. was he a christian?

In memory of my mothers brother, my grandmas son,my uncle.

Robert lee Hall.

A random writting.

You turned your back on me,
You turned your eyes away,
when you saw me again...

Why do you treat me this way?
Like this is my fault?
Like this was my choice?

You choose what you choose.
You said what you wanted.
You didn't give me a choice.

I just had to move on,
Deal with the hurt on my own.

Two guys, same end.
Both were friends.
both choose to turn,
from what I thought was love.

But it was not me!
I didn't choose this!
So why is it so hard...
for you guys to look me in the eye?

I miss being your friend,
but when you look away,
when you won't even talk.

I feel dumb and wonder..
What I was thinking???
why is it so hard to see you look away?

I guess God has some more work to do in my heart,
I guess I have some more to learn from hurt,
I guess I am still not done dealing with this.

faith.

Randomly May...

OK so far this month... I found out my mom was pregnant, and really really wanted to shout it from the roof tops! but my mom wouldn't let me:(. I wanted people praying for her because last year she miscarried and it was really hard on the family.

My Dad is doing a lot better then he was. but he is still a little stressed out... But then when he has another kid on the way I can see why :). But at least it's not as much job stress.

We are trying to sell our house again... OK so we have been trying for the last YEAR! But now we have a really really good reason for needing to move. There are 7 people in the house already... But then my mom could start being teased about twins >:) he he he he he he he. Then the reason for moving would be even bigger lol.. But then even if we didn't have more kids we still have to move.

Our church is going to be meeting at Faith Baptist Bible college, Because the building we are in now is getting fixed up...

I'm going to be 17 next month and I don't have my permit yet... But hey now I can try the "But if you went in to labor I could drive you to the hospital".. It didn't work last time but you never know it could happen. My mom is hoping we can move before the school year next year... I think it will happen some time after I graduate :P.

Well I think that is it for now in May but then it's only the 9th so I might have to add to this post.
Randomly
Faith

Random

My mom and dad are going crazy for the "we need to move SOON!" and I'm thinking it will happen about the time I move out. Our house has been on the market for a year already for crying out loud! But I guess I know where they are coming from. But I still don't think it's going to happen any time soon.
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faith.