AGAIN!

OK this is so not cool, OK so my mom is going into labor a moth and a half early. She left at 4 on wednesday and she is still there :( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok so i'm the oldest witch means i have to wait until the kids are in bed before i can start freaking out again... but that is also a good thing to have becasue no matter what it's not good to freak out but its not easy!

So anyway i'm sitting here wondering why why why and agian again again lord HELP! so yeah that is my little blurb about what is going on in my life right now.
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Faith

I love music right now and am hating some of the books I'm reading.. I like to read OK so that might make me a nerd but who cares. Anyway I started this book
that was a diary of some girl and i started thinking.. why do so many people expect a girl to write in a diary? I mean when life is crashing in around you who
has the time to write about it? I have tried to keep a diary before and after about oh 2 days it gets lost or even better stolen for coloring paper!
But then that kinda thing would happen when your a big sister after all. I just don't get it. so I asked my mom about it and she said.. girls keeping diary's
have been going on for a really long time! it used to be part of school to write about your day and then the teacher would check your grammar. So there you go diary's have
been around for a long time. thanks to mom for the answer to my Question. But that didn't mean that i could finnish the stupid book lol.

Music right now is still random but I've been finding songs that I want to just play and play all day and have no other song on. one of these songs is love
song by Taylor swift, This song is about a girl falling in love and the guy asks her father for her hand a good happy song :)! the other song is by Carrie
Underwood, "this is just a dream" this one is a lot sad but i still like it. The song is about a girl that is going to get married a army man but he dies so it gos
from wedding to funeral. I know i Can be depressing but oh well.

well I started of complaining about a book I didn't like so i should talk about a few books that i really liked. First i must warn that i have been reading a lot
lately witch might be why i am in the mood to write :). Ok so 2 really good books frist sinner by ted dekker is really good you want to know more about it read it!
the second is Artemis fowl and that one was so good I read it really fast and now i want the next one!!! but oh well I got to wait.

I guess that is about all i got to type about right now so i'll go,
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SEPTEMBER!!!

oh wow it's september, it's almost winter again and i'm not sure what i think about that. this is my senior year of school, in Dec my mom his having another baby and we still are trying to move but the more time that passes the more i think it is not something that will happen any time soon.

right now I'm enjoying the school year but when you only have one class how can you be stressed? I'm reading books like crazy and some are better then others but the best I finnished on monday sinner by ted dekker oh man it was a GREAT book!!!!

my Dad had a root canal done this month and it was really bad he needed it done so bad that instead of it takeing the mornal 4 months of a little work her and there he had it all done in one day and then it got infected and he was home for a week after that recovering...

now my house is a homeschooling house, we have 3 grade levels that my mom has to teach the youngest 2 are not old enough to worry about yet, but 3 grades is had to figure out secduels for and with my dad home for a week it was really hard to get much done when it came to school work... it was not the easyest for the kids to be quiet either but that is a whole diff story.

hanging out side is one of the best things for my sibs right now, we have bikes for everyone so they love going out side rideing and playing,

so right now life is good, i got school, books, computer,friends, and watching little sibs learn how to ride bikes. for now it's all good.

New Chances.

this summer went by really fast. I start network on Monday so the summer is really mostly over .. Summer went to fast, I built the bedroom that was going to be my sisters and now it is mine. I got to talk some of my friends face to face.. Being home schooled and not doing a lot of extra stuff that is like a big blessing to see people in the summer time. Oh and I love my computer my friends live in it. Got to hang with the neighborhood and got to know them all better. All in all it was a randomly surprising summer .

Wow this year is going to be crazy. It's my senior year this year and I'm doing things a bit different this year. I'm taking Speech at the network, My mom is thinking about having me do drama, and who knows what else will come up.

I'm already tired of Questions about College and not many people have asked me anything about it yet... But this Q makes me mad only because I don't really know the answer myself...

My mom is having the baby in Dec and we still don't know if it's a boy or girl or not. But the Doc thinks she might have gestational diabetes so she has some testing that needs to be done to find out about that.. She really don't like pricking her fingers. But other then that mom is doing good.

Little people are crazy, all but Mark the 2 year old. He is my angel that knows how to make you smile while your feeling down.
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Faith

Music

Have you ever noticed that when just the right song is on it helps your mood?
This is something I have noticed when I'm have a hard time..
When I'm depressed I don't listen to happy music I listen to harder more sad music..
So that beggs a Question if I tried to listen to happier music more often could it help my attitude.
The answer for me is most likely a yes.

But I have to be willing to make that choice and so far I'm not so good at the choosing.
Rock is so working for me right now and I don't know if I want to listen to something different but then that could be my heart saying that I don't really want to change what is going on in my life right now.

Change is always hard for me and i can never control it but music is something i can control so I have to realize that even if I don't want to admit it I still have the same probs I did when i was 11.

I still want control and have a hard time Giving it over to God.
I still want what I want even if my mom don't agree.

will i ever grow up or am I going to be stuck in 6 year old probs for ever?
Ok well this was just a random type and hope it makes for since then i think it do
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Faith

Random SUMMER!

OK so I have not been on here in what feels like forever so I'm going to share what has been going on this summer so far.

First I went to camp and it was really really really cool!!! I made a few friends and we had a girl get a frog put on her head >:) he he he he he yeah we were that mean.

I got home and started helping my mom with yard work and I got poison Ivy all over my face :( NOT COOL!! it went from my face to my wrists to legs and not I'm going to so have scares from scratching.. My doc also said i have to go in and find out if I'm allergic to anything as soon and the medds are out of my system :(I"m not looking forward to that.

But the best best best thing that happened this summer... I got to help turn our porch into a bed room. I got to help with every part of the project and i painted the out side and inside and trim and yeah I love projects :):) Oh and the room was going to be for my lil sisters but now it is for me :) yeah i'm happy!!!!!! my mom and dad are so kind :).

well that is it for my summer so far but trust me it's be a good one this year
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Faith

Random project....

OK so my mom and dad are great!! For my birthday they were kind enough say we were going to turn our closed in porch into a bed room for my little sisters. The project was supposed to be done in less then a week...

Well so plans don't always go according to plan. it was supposed to be 3 days and has turned in to a few more then that. my mom added putting in new counter in the kitchen and we realized that the girls can't have the new room. So I'm now getting the cool room we have been working so hard on :) I'm happy about it after all this means I get to keep my own room even after the baby is born. The counter was not as much of a pain and the porch but it was still a challenge..

My mom says I should get tools next year for my birthday :) I agree with that.. So far on this project I have helped with jacking up the house, fixing a hole in the floor, building walls, drywall, mud, texturing the ceiling with mud, interior paint and exterior paint, trim and a light..

I'm tired!
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Faith

A Random b-day.

OK so I'm 17 now and you would think that I would be entitled to a good b-day for a change. well you thought wrong! I got home from a really cool camp last Friday:). I got home had a nice weekend and then started working in the yard on Monday, pulling weeds. Tuesday I noticed a weird rash on my wrist and my face was bugging me for some reason. well by Wednesday my face was swollen so bad that my eyes wouldn't open!I went to my mom and said ummmm mom I think I need to see the Doc. Mom said yeah I think so. Well I got into poison Ivy... The Doc gave me 2 diff meds and told me how and when to take them and all that fun stuff. So I have poison Ivy and it's getting to the point where I might need another dose of medds >:P.

But the Cool part about my b-day was my parents presents. We are turning our porch into a bed room for my little sisters.. Witch means I get my own room!!!!!!!!!! That also means I get to help with the building and sawing and screwing and nailing carpentry stuff! The best present! We started the work yesterday.

I got to take out all the windows and they all came out and only one window broke. It broke all over me but God was good and I'm ok so no harm. A few scratches but other then that I'm good.
Today is going to be really fun we got more stuff to do and the plan is for the room to be done by
Monday.

I got to go
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~Faith

Random burn!

Ok so i was in the sun a lot a lot for about a week. I got a really bad sun burn on the top of my back.
so far this uncool burn has taught me... to be humble, to ask for help, to ware sun screen {oops!}
and many other things. Now it is one night before I head of to camp for the first time in a few years.
I'm praying God will teach me and help me while I'm away from my family. The last time I went some where my mom was in the hospital 2 weeks later. I praying that I can learn and have a good time and not worry about my mom while I'm gone. It will only be 6 days but still it's hard to leave my family after all I'm the oldest I enjoy helping out my family even if I do complain about it once in a while.

I'm going to miss my fam but I have a feeling God has some work to do on my heart and the first step is saying... here I am lord use me, teach me help me.
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Faith

OK I hate this day,
I will hate it till I die.

a day for memory's,
a day to cry.

Why did he have to go?
why did his life have to end.

my mothers brother,
dear to our hearts.

But a bad choice,
brag us all pain.

he said he wouldn't ever again,
we went back on his word.

he drank the poison like he had many times before,
But this time it would take is life, take him from the wife
he adored.

He was sad for his daughter that he had lost.
we wanted to drink and not feel the loss.

he didn't go home sober,
he agrued with is love.

now 8 years later...
I'm left remebering that he has died on this special day for memory's.
He was in pain. He drank a beer. now I'll never see him.. was he a christian?

In memory of my mothers brother, my grandmas son,my uncle.

Robert lee Hall.

A random writting.

You turned your back on me,
You turned your eyes away,
when you saw me again...

Why do you treat me this way?
Like this is my fault?
Like this was my choice?

You choose what you choose.
You said what you wanted.
You didn't give me a choice.

I just had to move on,
Deal with the hurt on my own.

Two guys, same end.
Both were friends.
both choose to turn,
from what I thought was love.

But it was not me!
I didn't choose this!
So why is it so hard...
for you guys to look me in the eye?

I miss being your friend,
but when you look away,
when you won't even talk.

I feel dumb and wonder..
What I was thinking???
why is it so hard to see you look away?

I guess God has some more work to do in my heart,
I guess I have some more to learn from hurt,
I guess I am still not done dealing with this.

faith.

Randomly May...

OK so far this month... I found out my mom was pregnant, and really really wanted to shout it from the roof tops! but my mom wouldn't let me:(. I wanted people praying for her because last year she miscarried and it was really hard on the family.

My Dad is doing a lot better then he was. but he is still a little stressed out... But then when he has another kid on the way I can see why :). But at least it's not as much job stress.

We are trying to sell our house again... OK so we have been trying for the last YEAR! But now we have a really really good reason for needing to move. There are 7 people in the house already... But then my mom could start being teased about twins >:) he he he he he he he. Then the reason for moving would be even bigger lol.. But then even if we didn't have more kids we still have to move.

Our church is going to be meeting at Faith Baptist Bible college, Because the building we are in now is getting fixed up...

I'm going to be 17 next month and I don't have my permit yet... But hey now I can try the "But if you went in to labor I could drive you to the hospital".. It didn't work last time but you never know it could happen. My mom is hoping we can move before the school year next year... I think it will happen some time after I graduate :P.

Well I think that is it for now in May but then it's only the 9th so I might have to add to this post.
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My mom and dad are going crazy for the "we need to move SOON!" and I'm thinking it will happen about the time I move out. Our house has been on the market for a year already for crying out loud! But I guess I know where they are coming from. But I still don't think it's going to happen any time soon.
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Random Tales of Fishers

OK so you have heard of a fisher right? The guys or girls that go out to a pond,lake,sea and try to catch fish or crabs or whales? Well I think maybe my brother Mark wants to be a fisher. He is 2 and already he is learning how. But we don't have a pond,lake, or sea near us so I guess he thought he would use the next best thing... The toilet. Yeah that is not cool My mom is a bit upset about it. You see mark has been flushing rolls of tp down the toilet and I wrote about what happened last time. We had watter pouring down stairs. This time he dropped a snuffy down the toilet. If you don't know what that is it's... A thing that you used to snuff out a baby's nose when they are sick. But anyway I felt so sorry for my mom she was the one that had to fish it out. I think my brother should find a new pass time. But my mom got it out so we didn't have to call the Plummer :).
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Faith.

OK so today not so random, I got this friend that made a blog and it's going to be really cool. The name is really long, but it's going to be a place where we can share our views and Ideas about stuff. Right now we are talking about love... I had better start writing my 2 cents worth.
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Another Random funny..

OK so my brother just got reading glasses.. He was told to take good care of then and keep them out of harms way.. my brother is 9. He left is jeans in his pants pocket and the ended up in the washing machine.. And the dryer! The are not going to work anymore. He had them for about 4 days. Now I feel really sorry for my mom! I have reading glasses now to but mine are not dead due to the wash... Yet >:).. Here ends my short random tale.
Faith.

ps. Glasses for reading are a pain!

Random Tales..

OK so I have a lot of random stuff that happens in my life and I thought I would make a blog and share some of it with others and maybe other people can get a laugh out of the random stuff that happens to me or my family and I won't be the only one that knows about it. But then my life is so random I have no idea what kinda things could happen and so it might change from funny to weird to sad really fast it just depends on the day.

So here is one random funny thing that happened yesterday... I was down stairs with my mom and suddenly we here watter running. Not a big surprise when it's been raining all day but this watter was coming from inside. My 2 year old brother had flooded the bathroom upstairs while the 9 year old was playing with him.. So he now have watter running from the upstairs bathroom down though the ceiling to the main floor. We had just gotten the ceiling fixed! I feel sorry for my mom.

faith out.