A random writting.

You turned your back on me,
You turned your eyes away,
when you saw me again...

Why do you treat me this way?
Like this is my fault?
Like this was my choice?

You choose what you choose.
You said what you wanted.
You didn't give me a choice.

I just had to move on,
Deal with the hurt on my own.

Two guys, same end.
Both were friends.
both choose to turn,
from what I thought was love.

But it was not me!
I didn't choose this!
So why is it so hard...
for you guys to look me in the eye?

I miss being your friend,
but when you look away,
when you won't even talk.

I feel dumb and wonder..
What I was thinking???
why is it so hard to see you look away?

I guess God has some more work to do in my heart,
I guess I have some more to learn from hurt,
I guess I am still not done dealing with this.

faith.